September 28, 2010. That will forever be a changing day in my life. I didn't know it would be when I woke up that morning. In fact, I had ill-intentions for the day. But God had other plans. I'm not calling September 28th, Day 1 of freedom, because my revelations happened over the day, not just one ah-ha moment. Yesterday really was my first day of trying out this freedom that I have heard about, and have yearned for. I am learning. I am stubborn and set in my ways and God has really outdone himself trying to get my attention. But He has. And something clicked. And I know without a shadow of a doubt that I can be free. My freedom is between me and Him, not based on outside circumstances. And it is in turning everything over to Him. Oh, I have tried in the past and failed. Because I always held on to one little thing. One little thing I couldn't let go of. Well like I learned Tuesday night, it is signing a blank sheet of paper. I don't know what I am signing.
